Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Demand more. Never settle. Don't punish yourself for other's shortcomings. Brookey B

heart vs. mind

It's crazy how sometimes the heart can betray the mind. You make up in your mind that you aren't going to allow yourself to do a certain thing or feel a certain way then there's that one muthafucka who know their way around your heart and your feelings. You find yourself going against what your mind is telling you. The heart takes over and you're left in a fucked up situation in the end because that particular individual had a plan of their own and you fell right into place. Did exactly what they needed from you.... YOU fucked up. It can't possibly be their fault that they took advantage of you. It's you. Not them. FUCK that. Always, always, always and always listen to that little voice in the back of your mind.That's your instinct. If it is telling you to stay away...... listen. Don't move a muscle and watch things play out. This is for Brookey first. I'm talking to me right now.

Peace.
Whatever we set our minds and hearts to do is exactly what we should do with no hesitation. A dream can be reality with some work and patience.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Parents: beat your kids asses. That is all. Brookey B
Sometimes you gotta do things you don't feel like doin but the faster u get it done the less you gotta worry about doin it. Amen? Brookey B

Monday, June 28, 2010

Tid Bit 6-28-2010

Not everybody thinks the way you do. If it works for you and it makes your life run smoothly keep that drum goin and keep right on marchin.

Who the hell do you think you are?

As a grown ass woman, I find it very difficult to allow myself to be spoken to like I am a child. I like to believe I'm an intelligent, understanding, articulate individual and should be treated as such. There are a few things that I DO NOT tolerate....

1. Raising your voice @ me: That is a good way to get ignored or even have your head removed from your body. If you are lucky I'll just ignore your ass.

2. Snapping your fingers at me: Who the fuck do you think you are snapping your fingers at? I am not a puppy, your child, or beneath you in anyway. That is a sure sign of disrespect and a great way to get cussed out

3. "Dumbing it down": Rather than assuming that I am the one with the understanding problem you should re-evaluate your damn self and see if what you're saying even makes sense. Dumbing down stupid shit makes you look even dumber than you were in the first place.

4. I do not care what you think: Giving me an opinion that I didn't ask for can be one of my biggest pet peeves. People always wanna express how they feel about what I'm doing with my life, love-life (or lack thereof) PLEASE CUT THAT SHIT OUT

There are many more but I don't have much time. Lol We'll discuss this later.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Tid Bit 6-27-2010

It would be nice if muthafuckas listened to you the first time you tell em something but they don't. Don't waste your time trying to convince anybody to believe something that always will be true. The truth stands alone.

Last Nerve

You found my very last nerve
And worked it like a full time job
Asked me question after question
And still didn't learn anything from my answers
You annoy the shit outta me

Constantly asking me if I miss you
But how can I miss you if you never go away
I'm sayin'
You're all in my shit
And I really need you to back the fuck up

I need a little space
Scratch that
Make it a lot of space
So much space that when I've waving goodbye you can no longer see me
You should move to an island

Where there are no phones or computers
No pigeons to send messages
You should invest in a spaceship
Move to another planet and I pray you find life there
Just so you don't have to be alone
But you would probably annoy them too

You have located my last single nerve
And tap danced on it
Took a tiny shovel and dug a big ass hole in it
I just want you to leave me alone
Fuck this
I'm turning off my phone

What is Gully?


Gully(adjective)

Guh-Lee
1. Real in every sense of the word, uncensored
2. Brave and bold in delivery

I told a friend of mine that I wanted to start a blog. He, in turn, said "Yeah... Brooke is gully." I decided that Gully Gal would be the name for my blog. Sometimes I notice that people think I keep things a little bit too real. I figure, if it's the truth I should be allowed to speak it. Not to say that I don't care about anyone's feelings but I will not shroud the truth to spare an ego. People today find themselves so caught up in hiding behind these lame, hallucination-like facadisms that they forget the the truth is the only thing that keep this thing called life moving. We gotta step into the light ya'll... the truth. If sharing the truth makes me gully. Then I'm gully.